Using words as musical instruments.

I know that what people say about me is instructive but not more effective than what I say by myself to myself. The sarcasm is more than just poetic when I pay attention to what people say when they don’t see the truth. I cannot get tied up by the negative comments people go around with about me, when I hear Taylor swift saying to me “shake it off”. The song is really good. “…I go on too many dates, but I can’t make them stay” Love has done me wrong again!!!  “…what people say…” has not affected me as much as what I continue to say to the man in the mirror. I almost always know the right thing to do but I almost always find myself failing in my responsibility to insist on doing the right thing. If love can save me, can it by any chance destroy everything I have been building for a while? Is it so hard to function correctly? Is it not the push of desire that makes passion realistic? Why do I let my emotions lead me into familiar dangerous spots t...

Tekno’s song “Yawa” got me back in Love. Every true relationship has ‘true’ fights. Not necessarily physical violence and abuse (I would never do that or condone such) but horrible emotional reactions leading to disagreements and crazy outcomes. This story is one of a flawless love affair that turned cold...ice-cold because I got to a point where the affection suddenly went dead like an electrocuted situation. From the start of my love with my woman (I call her  ‘shuga’ ), our love was all perfect with the electromagnetic elements of attraction and positive energy like two live wires blowing things up all over the place. Then one day, boom! I just stopped talking to her. She tried with multiple attempts to get us back strong but I just refused to have ‘that’ conversation. It has been over a year now. I will not say here that I just realise my folly. No. I always knew the road to perdition was somewhere across the street of a lost love. All the time bridges were bur...