Using words as musical instruments.

Demi Lovato always gets me super inspired and excited.  “this is real, this is me, am exactly who am supposed to be now…now I’ve found who I am” these words constantly describe the basis of reality. The words “be real” “be yourself” “don’t pretend” and other amazingly cool stuff that come with the good life feels perfect like watching a movie and learning the lines of the song done by my favorite character.   Now I know my heart needs a break because this thing about me that always wants to love truly and never hide the weakest part of me has constantly led me to shame, hurt and pain. Seriously, the song “Give your heart a break” relates my reality so well. I must say it out loud to Demi Lovato that the powerful pitch, strongly worded lines and excellent use of musical instruments gives her music a highly professional touch and effect like a strong fragrance. “the day I first met you, you told me you never fall in love Now that I get you, I kn...

I know that what people say about me is instructive but not more effective than what I say by myself to myself. The sarcasm is more than just poetic when I pay attention to what people say when they don’t see the truth. I cannot get tied up by the negative comments people go around with about me, when I hear Taylor swift saying to me “shake it off”. The song is really good. “…I go on too many dates, but I can’t make them stay” Love has done me wrong again!!!  “…what people say…” has not affected me as much as what I continue to say to the man in the mirror. I almost always know the right thing to do but I almost always find myself failing in my responsibility to insist on doing the right thing. If love can save me, can it by any chance destroy everything I have been building for a while? Is it so hard to function correctly? Is it not the push of desire that makes passion realistic? Why do I let my emotions lead me into familiar dangerous spots t...